Sweet Ocean Cloud

"I've seen too much of life, so the sea is my wife
 and a sweet Ocean Cloud is a mistress I'm allowed..."

I recently discovered the above words and they are sentiments that I can identify with, especially with regards to my current existence. I then thought about a line from my favourite film that featured the quote that the ocean has no memory...and I like the idea of that.
The picture accompanying this blog was actually taken by myself, whilst out on the magical Milford Sound in New Zealand as we made our way out to The Tasman Sea.
The views were like the rest of the breathtaking scenery in New Zealand...you have to witness them for yourself to fully appreciate them as pictures can't ever truly do the experience justice.

I was always extremely happy when travelling around this wonderful island, especially when I remained within touching distance of the sea whilst on the coast, or nearby to the great lakes when I was further inland. It got me thinking about my future plans, hopes and dreams.
As much as I wish them to feature a special lady for many years to come I also know that this may well prove to be tragically unrealistic. But I would be the happiest man alive if she could grant me my wish, even if it was only for a few years...I firmly believe in quality not quantity, and I'd rather spend a few treasured, if limited moments with her than not share any at all...time will definitely tell?

So further on down the road, this ramblin' man must look to the longer term future.
It seems that I've always been unlucky in love, but rather than feel sorry for myself I actually feel quite blessed to have shared some magic moments with some very special ladies in my life.
As the words below indicate, the years may have been unkind, but they've been kind enough...and I'm actually quite a tough cookie despite appearing to be a big softie!

"I have seen too much of life, and there's no going back as the loneliness calls me.
There's an edge which must be sharpened, although I know that I'm losing it.
But there's a fighter in my mind and my body's tough; the years may have been unkind, but they've been kind enough..."

In just over four years time I shall be completely free of any debts, and what little I own or earn will at least be all mine. A few more years hard graft with the intention of saving as much as possible should help to realise another dream of mine. A third trip to the fantastic New Zealand, and then I'll look to take an early retirement and live off my small company pensions accumilated from various employers over the years, as after all it'll only be a further seven years away if I look to stop working at fifty-five, and I shouldn't have many overheads or financial commitments to concern me.
I'd like to buy a small place by the sea somewhere, own it outright if possible, and then spend my remaining days living out the simplistic, quiet and peaceful life that I've always strived to achieve.
Alternatively, I may even purchase a mobile home if neccesary, as the nomadic lifestyle of my past has served me well so the idea of travelling around definitely appeals.

Well, a man can dream...

Ramblin' Steve