As a brief postscript to my previous blog, 'Live In The Moment', I can now confirm that my proposal was rejected, and that special lady in my life doesn't wish me to relocate, as she has all the love & moral support she needs from her immediate family. She continues her brave battle with terminal cancer, but has politely asked me to move on with my life, as she can't make the neccesary commitment to our relationship.
She knows she'll never lose me, and that I shall respect her wishes.
I have no regrets as I know that I couldn't have done any more to try to make things work for the both of us, and I remain upbeat and optimistic as any 'hopeless romantic' would, for I also know that I will always be 'Mr Happy Go Lucky'. At least now I can move on with my life after patiently waiting whilst being supportive and understanding for two years...it's a case of onwards & upwards for me!
"with this rite of passage I reclaim my heart,
I take my leave, as if on cue, I play no further part in your self-penned dramas,
where each stolen kiss just goes to prove that happy endings don't exist..."
Although my charity event next year for Cancer Research UK was initially with this special and brave lady in mind, this personal setback doesn't affect my plans, and I'm determined to succeed in my efforts to raise funds for this worthy cause.
Three becomes four...I'm also pleased to announce that Jon Oakley will now be joining Curph, Ross and myself on our quest next April, so things are looking verp promising!
Ramblin' Steve
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